perplexed clutter

February 8, 2010

i see you
and you and you.
i never see you.
i wish i saw more of you.
i wish i saw less of you.
i wish i didn’t miss you.
shoved you down to the dark depths
where noone goes
not even myself
although it’s inside of me.
but i fool myself because i can’t put you there.
i’m too ignorant to stop the care.