April 2010
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everythings wonderful! you’re wonderful<3
March 2010
8 posts
i hate the nights that lack distractions
some days “damn im sexy”
then the next..”ew..” wtf?
i didnt mean to back hand you it was a spur of the moment with intense rage
Your attention is directed to helping and caring for those you love. You are exceedingly domestic. You love your home and family and work hard to make both comfortable and secure. Your love for family and friends is a major source of your happiness and sometimes unhappiness. Your desire to help others is so strong that you often find yourself sacrificing your own personal needs for someone...
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wishing the time could regress the mind can arouse so many blunders the karmic wave drips so brusquely and i’m stuck wondering why? declared from here and now, the assurance i swear to provide not only to myself but the fellow soul the guilt will free with the breeze of fresh air while my course is decided and i won’t go back.
: I don't understand →
Anyone. I mean, I understand everyone but I don’t get why. Why they jump off bridges and then complain about the injuries. I guess what’s the story has no meaning if no ones there to listen? No one really gives a shit anyway.. About you or your problems. Who is everyone? They are all no one. I…
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February 2010
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ahhhh didn’t feel like school today. i hate going to school for 7 hours then to work for 7 more. suppose i’ll go smoke a bowl and pass out. <33
regrets or lessons?
sometimes we do things and we don’t know why. and we can’t go back.
Flu
leblochable:
i’m dying from. i’m all kinds of sick… and Alone. but what does it mean if no one cares? nothing.
i’ll always care love
“headed to the bank” while i’m suckin on his dick
“worthless bitch i hate you”
’ i feeel like dying’ permanent but it’s looking so good. rested and relaxed
“sometimes i feel like the only person who truely cares and is here for me is you.”
i feel the same sarah..
will things ever get better, cuz i’m not quite sure they will.
i’m sick of never meaning anything to anyone. repeatedly getting told good-bye like i never even mattered. these people walk away with no remorse. it leaves me empty and insane, beaten and battered. emptiness swallows you even when you try to keep your hope. the grass is always greener but the fence has splinters that keep growing. why can’t my mind, being so aware, overpower my heart,...
your voice destroys me. every word spoken is a stab in the heart.
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‘ve been so open tonight
my friend told me he thought i could be the next ghandi. he didnt say that, but somethng laong the lines. idon trememebr. but it was some kind of god. and i see rthe same thing
hahahahah i almost just puked all over myself. luckily i held it in my mouth til i got to the garbage
i’m done, i hope. it wasn’t worth it.
i neeeed to stop
because its not her..
its me.
alone but whats new. you fooled me and i’m only letting myself get hurt. i should end this but i have too much hope.
i hate being ditched and ignored! your apology doesn’t mean shit right now
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my mothers habbits throughout her life reflected onto my skin. who she became as a person was taught to me ever since birth. if only it were fortunate. i see it happening to my sister too. she’s a trouble child and a troubled child. her friend kara’s mother called my mom today saying, “suzanna was screaming at the top of her lungs because kara wasn’t playing the way suzanna...
are you sure that’s what i should do? or is that what you do? is that your life, because it’s not mine. let me live MY life while you live YOURS.
here we go again..
my school thinks i dropped out? all my teachers keeping asking me why i dropped my classes but i’m still in class… the school system is pathetic
i feel bad but i do it anyways you will never know and we will never tell
3 Easiest Ways To Die
leblochable:
ladycigarettes:
Puff a cigarette daily… you’ll die 10 years early.
Drink alcohol daily… you’ll die 30 years early.
Love someone who doesn’t love you back… you’ll die daily.
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it’s what i don’t want to do, yet i persuade the situation too. why does my mouth deceive me, i shouldn’t feed the needy.
i see you and you and you. i never see you. i wish i saw more of you. i wish i saw less of you. i wish i didn’t miss you. shoved you down to the dark depths where noone goes not even myself although it’s inside of me. but i fool myself because i can’t put you there. i’m too ignorant to stop the care.
it’s so hard to change direction when your heart is telling you one thing but your mind wants to keep moving on. so i’ll try to better my ways and i’ll try to succeed in freeing my mind completely. that’s all i can do, right? …is try?
why should i
you act like you don’t give a fuck so why should i? i say that with disgrace cuz i can’t control the emotion. the emotion that i so deeply wish i could. the brain is the fear, the hate, the joy this brain feels the pain and the delight yet with no reason can’t control passion
its a secret
a bad secret that only you and i know
when everythings going good, you always seem to ruin it somehow. i hate how you won’t shut up you continue with your immature babbling and screaming like it really means something. your belligerent dumb remarks that you think are clever. you’re a fucking idiot and a fake bitch because only when noones around will you be your true self. the echos in my ears are devistating. can’t...
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Felt so good To sleep. from like 6 am to 3pm. It’s been so long since I slept I wasn’t sure If I was awake or asleep. Last night was so fucked up. After 12 hours driving through Texas I say… “Wow dad I haven’t seen one cop today.” 30 minutes later I turn around and were being pulled over. This cop didn’t “like” the way the chains from our trailer hitch were, he said they needed to...
dream i just awoke from....
people trying to kill my family and me while we’re in our house. me hiding while they come in and take over. this one crazy girl keeps trying to kill us then she hit her head on a hammer and forgot all of it. guy put a bomb in a bag and i saw and warned my “dad” who was mexican… so we threw the guy and the bag out of the window… i looked out the window and his legs...
i wanted you to care..
i wanted someone to care.. cuz i’m alone