everythings wonderful! you’re wonderful<3
i hate the nights that lack distractions
some days “damn im sexy”
then the next..”ew..”
i didnt mean to back hand you
it was a spur of the moment with intense rage
Your attention is directed to helping and caring for those you love. You are exceedingly domestic. You love your home and family and work hard to make both comfortable and secure. Your love for family and friends is a major source of your happiness and sometimes unhappiness. Your desire to help others is so strong that you often find yourself sacrificing your own personal needs for someone else’s. You can overdo it, becoming too deeply involved in other people’s lives. You risk interfering in personal matters and or smothering those you love in too much affection. This can be especially weakening to children, who never experience their own personal strength if an adult is too protective.
You are extremely loyal and rarely let anyone down. You need to feel appreciation for your giving and caring. You want to know that you are needed. You are generous and very forgiving. You are somehow able to overlook the worst mistakes in another and find enough good in that person to continue the relationship.
You are patient, warm, and sympathetic, sometimes to the point of sentimentality. You have a natural ability as a counselor and healer. You are an excellent listener, compassionate and understanding. You are able to both sympathize and empathize with a person’s dilemma. Your challenge as a counselor is to be adequately educated so that you can do more than provide a sympathetic ear or shoulder. You possess a great deal of artistic talent, though you may not have a lot of confidence in your ability. Art gives you a great deal of pleasure and satisfaction. You are especially sensitive to your environment and have a knack for creating an artistic, healing, and harmonious atmosphere in your home or work space.
Your deepest intention is to love those around you, and be loved in return. Six is the most loving of all numbers, especially in a one-to-one relationships. Your instincts are toward your family and friends. You envision a beautiful and harmonious life with love as the basis for all social interaction. Your love is returned manifold; people appreciate you and the love you give, and are willing to go to great lengths to keep you close at hand.
wishing the time could regress
the mind can arouse so many blunders
the karmic wave drips so brusquely
and i’m stuck wondering why?
declared from here and now,
the assurance i swear to provide
not only to myself but the fellow soul
the guilt will free with the breeze of fresh air
while my course is decided
and i won’t go back.
ahhhh didn’t feel like school today.
i hate going to school for 7 hours then to work for 7 more.
suppose i’ll go smoke a bowl and pass out.
regrets or lessons?
sometimes we do things and we don’t know why. and we can’t go back.
i’m dying from. i’m all kinds of sick… and Alone. but what does it mean if no one cares?
i’ll always care love
“headed to the bank” while i’m suckin on his dick